I just want to say that I have never felt so alone or so sad in my life. I put myself out there to a friend, and he stomped on it. Its not really his fault, thats what he does, and I should have known better. He doesn’t want my emotions cluttering his safe bubble. But I was already feeling pretty bad, and in my moment of idiocy I thought that something he said was.. human.
Every time I think I can’t be hurt, someone gets through the cracks.
Makes one wonder how he has managed to stay in the ‘friend’ category I guess. Well, he is the type of person who would do almost anything for a friend, as long as he doesnt have to break free from the sardonic, cynical, egomaniacal little shell he has built around himself.